Victorias Secrets...

Righty ho...

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 09:53:56 GMT

I don't know why I never really update my LJ anymore....*thinks* Hmm...maybe it's because none of you fuckers ever comment in it? That may have something to do with it...then you have the cheek...THE CHEEK to get on at me to update it? Bastards.

Nothing THAT major has happened anyway...just usual best friend life threatening shit faces boyfriend happy fucker Dex comes along Cathouse going this time with Hot Thomas still missing fucker Jon....shit. Nothing THAT new.

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Peace out xxx \m/

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Sun, 08 Aug 2004 12:23:48 GMT

   The past few weeks have been totally sucky.
   There will be no mention of the S man in this entry...Some of you will know who I'm talking about.
   I went to hospital right before my birthday for 5 days because of something that was kinda between Quisy and Glandular Fever. I came out on the 26th (wasn't there for my birthday...YAY!).
   So I turned 15 on the 29th...Yay me.
    I went to the Cathouse with Heather, Laura, April, Jill and all their boyfriends (apart from April, she's single). I met Darren, Heather's boyfriend. He was okay. They're so in love...so sweet. And I met Laura's boyfriend, Chris, but he had to go home early and pack for Birmingham, so he didn't come to the Cathouse. I danced! I never dance...wooooo. I must have looked terrible..but oh well. I did it. Be happy for me. So afterwards went to get a drink from Maccy D's and went home with Laura and April. Heather stayed behind with her boyfriend for a bit.
   I'm so bored, but better go.
   See ya.
   Peace out   oxoxoxo   \m/

Where are you? And I'm so sorry, I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight...

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 18:48:49 GMT

   Lol, I never write in here anymore. I'm terrible. Anyway. Hello.
   I'm in 3rd year now.....Woooooooo. Lessons are pretty good. Business can be a bit hard, though :-/ Meh. Teachers are pretty cool...my art one (Miss Cameron) can be rather annoying, though. She is deff not some peoples favourite...Lol. I still Have Dr Hossain for Maths. I think I'm gonna cry. He is ruining my education. I'm gonna ask to move or somethign when we go back after the summer holiday. Meh! My PE class is much bigger now. And we get it twice a week...Evil evil school rules. Why twice now? I 'd prefer an extra period of Art or English or something..that would be heavenly. But no. It just has to be PE. Anyway....Yeh. School's okay.
   I'm going to the Blink 182 concert on the first of December! YAYNESS!! I know that Helen is really, really jealous of me, Anna, Hannah etc going...but..she just has to deal with it, don't you, Helen? HIM are playing in October or something..I wanna go so much. I'm gonna cry. I love HIM. HIM fucking rule.
   I don't really have alot to write...so....write later.
   Peace out
   B'a oxoxoxo   \m/

2 days to go....sigh

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 17:00:21 GMT

   Well. Meh. Alot's happened in the past week.
Thursday - Went out after school. I met Pasty and Helen in Glasgow, then we went to Partick...met...random people. Pasty got into a fight with the Dundee United Football Manager. It was funny. He had anger management problems. Anyway, I got home around 8.30. Complained to everyone about how tired I was...then went to bed at around 3am.
   Friday - Went to town with Sarah. We planned to meet in Glasgow, then get the underground in to Botanic Gardens..but it ended up pissing it down, so we just stayed in town, and went to see Scooby Doo 2. It was funny, but I forgot my purse after we left the Odeon..and we had to run back and get it. I'm such a clutz. I bought a pink/red hair dye (dyed my hair that night..It didn't cling to the black hair though - thankfully. So I still just have my highlights..but they're more...vibrant), a friendship bracelet (pretty blue one...thought I'd try that whole 'girly look' for once), and 2 badges:
'I'm not fat. My head is just too big for my body'
                                        and
'Looking for love. Will settle for sex'
   Mwahaha. Was a good day. That is the day I began my addiction to Costa Coffee's hot chocolate...

   Saturday - I went to Edinburgh with the gang. It was good. We got the bus there from Glasgow, and were in for about 4 hours or something. I saw Amadeus there, but SOMEONE (not naming any names)     (Helen) wouldn't come up with me to say Hello. So...I didn't speak to him. But we made eye contact a few times. I got a new purse from this little shop. An Emily the Strange purse. Very groovy. We found Cult...I was in heaven...It was love at first sight...I was moaning on to SOMEONE (Helen) for not letting me talk to Amadeus...when...I saw it. (One of the many) Mother of all shops. But....I didn't have enough money for ANYTHING in there. Oh the shame. I'll go back to Edinburgh soon...go to Cult...Have more money...yes...sounds like a good plan to me. So after lots of times of getting lost...we got on the bus home again. Anna wouldn't let me share her CD player with Nirvana in it...I am yet to forgive her. Helen tried to throw a lollypop stick out the window of the moving bus. She failed. It flew back in a hit a guy on the head. We got evil looks throughout the rest of the way home. That's your fault for being a litter bug, Helen. After we arrived back...I went to get the train home. I was walking along the side of Central Station...when all of a sudden..it occured to me. I have £2 left. So, I can get a Costa Coffee hot chocolate! Oh the joy. I'm walking along with a massive grin on my face..I'm getting weird looks from people..but I don't care. Because I'm about to have a Costa Coffee hot chocolate..nothing else matters in the world..until...I go to turn into the shop...and...*BANG* I walk into the door of the CLOSED Costa Coffee. I'm so upset.
   Anyway...
   Sunday - Lazy day...spent most of the day in the house...babysat for a little bit..etc. Then I slept over at my sisters house. We went to the pub with her, my niece, Leah, Wayne (Her unbelievably stupid and annoying boyfriend/fionce) and his two friends from work (KFC...), Alister (17) and Debbie (20). We had fun. I got on pretty well with Alister. We liked alot of the same music and had these sorta mini debates about small things. He's nice...a shame he's moving to The Isle of Skye for 3 months tomorrow, though. My sister thought I fancied him, and when Wayne and him went out to a sorta bar/nightclub that night (So Helen and I could have a night to ourselves) (sister stuff) she texted him, telling him that I fancied Alister, and asked if he was single. I was so ashamed. I wasn't at all interested in him in that way. I have still to find out what Wayne replied to that text with.
   Tuesday - Went back to school.
   School's alright atm. We're moving into the next year this coming Monday. I'm kinda scared about it...but excited. I'll finally be studying subjects with interest to me. Woo!
   Well I'd better go...
   Peace out. Love ya oxoxo   \m/
   Ps, Hiya Rob :oD

Life was better before was smaller. The minds computer will fuck the world up.

Wed, 26 May 2004 16:20:27 GMT

   Well today was rather...pooey. First thing we had PE...Hurdles...No comment. Vickie + Hurdles = Do not go together. Then we had RE...The class was so well behaved...it was amazing. I've never seen a sight like that before. Mrs Henry came in to watch us, as she had recieved a complaint from Miss Weir before hand, about our behaviour. I hate Miss Weir. She made us all sit in the seats that she planned. She sat me by myself. That bitch. Now I'm a complete loner. She has something against me. I swear. So I asked her, after the lession had finished, if I could move seats, and not sit by myself. She said she'd see if she could work something out next week. She better...That big meanie. We then had French..it was actually okay. Miss Davidson is so weird...she was playing this sort of..Spanish/Indiany type music tape..while we asked each other questions in French...Hmm... Latin. Latin was okay. We're doing Greek now. It's quite interesting...but hard. I'm not very good at languages at all. I'm glad I picked Latin, though. I don't think I could stand doing Standard Grade French. That would be self torture. (Sorry Helen). Anyway, after lunch, we had English. We're doing the boxes for 'Iolaire'. They're rather hard. I keep having to put my hand up to ask the teacher questions about them. I don't usually do it. I try to work it out myself. But this time it's impossible. Lastly...Math. You all know how I feel about Math. So I shall not comment.
   I went shopping with the hang last Saturday. I got 2 CDs...'International Superhits' - Greenday, and 'Winning Days' - The Vines. Yay. I also got these sort of pj type shirt and knickers from Primark. They're black and white stripped. Very nice. Helen and I waited in town after everyone had gone, to maybe meet Bianca. She said that she would meet us outside Fridays on Buchanan Street after she got out of the que in the shop that she was in. Helen and I waited for about an hour..and she never came. So we phoned her from a payphone to ask her where the hell she was, and all we got back was 'I've had to be picked up..sorry'. Bianca. I am going to kill you. I know where you live.
   I can't wait until Thursday's over. I think I'm going to be going into town with Sarah (Sessy) (Or Sessmyster) during the long weekend. I might meet up with other people. I want to go into town with my mum (So that she can pay for things :oD ). I really want a band hoodie. And new make up...maybe some new badges...Hmm.
   Well I'm off. Getting sick of typing. Will write soon.
   Love ya.
   Peace out xxx \m/

Oops...

Thu, 20 May 2004 20:21:05 GMT

   Wow, I havn't updated in ages...Whoops.
   Well bugger all has happened really..so it's not going to be a long entry.
   I felt shit the past 2 weeks..as if I was going to faint..and I've had a really bad cold. I think I've given it to my niece and Kirsty. My bad! Well I'm back to school now...whoop de doo!
   I was such a loner in my classes today. Both Kirsty and Helen were off school...So I was like...alone in class. Had to talk to Jamie and stuff...Nah. I love him really. Lol.
   I'll make it longer next time...stepdad nagging.
   Love ya, Peace out xxx \m/

For god sake...I'm not with it today.

Thu, 13 May 2004 17:25:17 GMT

   I can't believe it. I wasn't allowed to go to the Incubus concert. I got sent home early from school on Monday, just after lunch, because I felt as if I was going to faint and sicky. So my mum got me sent home..and I didn't go to school on Tuesday or Wednesday...therefore she didn't let me go to the concert on Wednesday night...I think I may cry. Apparently, they were really good. I don't want to know. URGH!!
   The Vines concert was really good. Craig Nichols actually looked quite hot..I never gave him a second glance before now. But..umm...yeh! ;o) There were some really drunk guys there...It was really, really funny. Some people were spraying beer all over everyone..I got drenched. I had to have a shower and wash my hair when I got back to Helens house. I really, really couldn't get up on Monday morning, for school. I saw Jack walking to school with Emma...I was like...ahh I love you. Lol...Nah..not really. I don't fancy him as much as I used to. I prefered him with longer hair. Much hotter.
   I can't really make this that long...I'm v tired and hungry.
   So...smell ya later.

Peace out xxx \m/

Oops

Thu, 13 May 2004 17:24:10 GMT

Peace out xxx \m/

Why in the name of fuck, is life so unfair?

Thu, 13 May 2004 17:22:39 GMT

Peace out xxx \m/

sings This life ain't worth living...

Mon, 03 May 2004 18:27:13 GMT

   Well, it's the end of my long weekend. I really don't feel like going back.
   I didn't do much on Friday, just had a chill day really.
On Saturday, I went to town with Anna and Helen, and I got my hair done. I got this cool Scary Miss Mary top for the 2 concerts on the 9th and 12th. Helen got a black shirty type top from Cult, but lost it :( After I got my hair done (which was shit...I should sue the guy who did it) (Mark) we joined an anarchy rally/march thing and ended up in the West End :oS We sunbathed for a bit in Kelvingrove Park (I couldn't help noticing all the topless Uni guys around us)   (Wow.) then I got the underground and train home. I had a pretty okay night, then Laila, Kirsty and Stephanie all phoned me, completly pissed, telling me how much they all loved me etc. It was very weird. Very weird, Indeed.
   I went to Pizza Hut with my sister and niece on Sunday. It was fun, but my sister got really hyper, and after I sneezed once, she wouldn't stop laughing for just over an hour. It was a freaky experiance.
   Today has been soo boring. Nothing to do. It's been pouring down with rain, and my mum's been using the internet ALL day. Fun fun. She's so moody. One minute she's laughing, and is really loud, the next, if she's playing on a quiz chatroom game thing, if you don't know the answer to a completly stupid question, she goes into a mood with you and you get the 'you always manage to take the fun out of everything I do Vickie. Why can't you just be happy for me, that I've found something to do?' lecture. Well, mother of mine, I would be fucking happy for you if you wern't on the fucking thing 24/7, and you acted like a real mum. Seriously, do you see all my friends mums spending all day on the computer, on stupid games? It's so infuriating.
   Though, my mum did find out that I wasn't over Jon, today. It was a really difficult situation. I started to look over my shoulder while I was talking to one of my friends about it, online. Then when she asked me about it, I didn't know what to say. For someone who claims to 'be able to know and read her daughter's emotions like a book' she isn't very bright. So, anyway, now she knows. I don't know what's wrong with me. Why arn't I over him yet? He's a complete toss pot...unyet...I still miss him and love him like hell. I saw some recent pictures of him today (My sources are confidential). He doesn't look as nice as he used to. I think you can see them on www.faceparty.com/jonnodude.
   I was talking to Sessy about it, and she said 'wow Vickie, you must really be in love with him. Even after all he's put you through, you still care about him, and still love him. Aww *hugs*'
Do you think she's right? *shrugs*
   I hate men.
   Helen - Can I be asexual with you?
   Well I'd better go.
   Write soon.
   Peace out xxx   \m/

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Tue, 27 Apr 2004 16:41:21 GMT

   Ahh Tuesday...Tuesday Tuesday...Twas okay. We moved to History today, woo! I love History, I'm sitting by myself, though. I look like such a loner. There wern't any seats by the time I got there..:o( Drama was crappy as usual. I can't act. Math....Meh. Latin...was okay. I managed to get by most of the period with doing Vocabulary (everyone else got stuck with translating a passage. Hehe). English was really good. We get to watch the 'To kill a Mocking bird' DVD. It's in black and white and the sound's a little slow on the movement and speech. But it's still very intresting. Some parts have changed, though. French, we all got moved seats. I'm beside James Hay again. Oh fucking joy.
   Helen, Anna and I might all be meeting this guy, Andy, at the weekend. I like him, I think he's quite cool...But Helen doesn't 'trust' me with him. She thinks I'm going to flirt with him and, eventually, end up going out with him. How paranoid is that? I mean, for one thing, even if I did flirt...it wouldn't get me anywhere at all. That's all it would be..flirting. And even if the 0.00000000000001% chance of something actually HAPPENING between us, did occur, it wouldn't change anything. I mean, come on. Anyway, I think we're going to on Saturday. We need to ask him. If we do though, then I won't talk that much. Not that I was going to, anyway. But aswell as being shy, I'm not allowed to flirt. People think I'm flirting with guys even if I'm just talking to them and saying Hi. Everyone always says I'm flirting with them. Even when flirting with them is the last thing in the world I would do (because either I don't like them in that way, they don't have a good enough personality, they're taken, they're just a really good friend, etc). So either way, I can't win. I just won't talk alot if we do meet him.
   Well I'd better go...talk soon.
   Peace out xxx   \m/

Monday Funday....

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 19:24:33 GMT

   Well, today was pretty shit. Went back to school after the weekend...had to be literally rolled out of my bed. I enjoyed English..and for once I actually enjoyed RE. We had my English teacher for RE (she had a please take. I think Mr Little has has to go to a mental home.) And she let us read books. I got this pretty good one. Forgotten what it's called, though. I think it was American. Double Home Ec was pure hell...I had to work with Kirsty (after the massive fall out on Saturday night). She never even spoke one little word to me. I know we've fallen out and everything. But that's just rude. Anyway, we made apple turnovers - mine went straight in the bin. I fucking hate apple turnovers. Math was shite as usual...and Helen and Jordan Motherwell got into trouble in Science. It was kind of funny, actually, If you think about it...Anyway...
   Jamie Matheson and I have made up! Woo! I'm so glad. I hate not being complete friends with him. He's really decent..and so funny. Don't tell anyway..but...HE BUFFS HIS NAILS! Hehe, don't tell him I said that.
   I got a pic of myself now. Helen took it on her digital cam when I was at her house. I hate it so much. I can't stand having my pic taken. I'm so vain and paranoid. Urgh. Stupid invention, the camera is. They should all burn in hell.
   We stopped at Woodstock today...Looking very perky. All his knobs are still in place. Lucky you, Helen ;o)All the writing has rubbed off, though. We'll have to write it back on.
   We went a different way for lunch. I didn't like it :oP The chips were shite and I felt so unhealthy...but I didn't like the look of the Deli around there.
   We're moving to History tomorrow....YESSSSS!! I love History. I hope I get into it next year. Mr McGuiness is really cool. One of my favourite teachers.
   I think I may be getting over Jon now. I do still think about him quite a bit...and even find myself comparing guys that I pass on the street, to him. But like some people keep telling me...I have to move on :o)
   Going to find someone to go out with at the weekend. Trying to go out as much as I can at the moment.
   Mikey's txting me. I need credit :'o(
   I really want to go to London and Reading at the moment. I would give anything. I don't know why, but the Offspring always reminds me of Reading. I think it's because it was Ryan (from Reading) who got me into the Offspring. Also, the song 'A million miles away' Always makes me think of home. I'm getting a little homesick now...:o( Oh well, I might be going back for a visit on my birthday in July. I hope so anyway.
   It's my sister's 21st Birthday today. Well, actually it's tomorrow, but we're celebrating it today. I completly forgot. Luckily, my mum got my a present and card for her on the way home from School. Thank Fuck.
   Stephanie and Helen were fighting at school today. Stephanie is so annoying. She's said that she doesn't want to be friends with us because of the way we speak (posh, apparently). Oh dear me Stephanie. I'm sorry if speaking in sentences and English is too big a concept to grasp. Stupid cow.
   It was so hot today. I'm glad. Sick of rain and snow, etc. Dr Hossain gave someone a punishment exercise for saying it was very hot in the classroom. Arse.
   I better go. Cya soon
   Peace Out xxx \m/

Meh...

Sat, 24 Apr 2004 17:40:22 GMT

   Hello. I'm just back from town, and meeting up with the gang (of which consists of Laila, Hannah, Anna, Hayley and Helen) Now Helen's over at mine...then we're going back to hers to sleep. I got a nice necklace (res and black with spikes) in town, and just some little bits. I'm tierd! Grr.
   I don't really know what else to say....
   We got the Vines tickets today, Woo! They were about £16.50 each..I think.
   I'll update again soon....
   Love ya lots.
   Peace out xxx \m/

Friday Whyday...?

Fri, 23 Apr 2004 18:32:36 GMT

   Well today was a pretty..boring day. Thankfully Miss I don't have a life and think that if I try to use 'cool' words and phrases in my classes then the kids will think I'm cool and let me hang out with them Davidson was in a pretty good mood...and didn't make me take my verb test....again. Woo! We got..a sorta...free period in Science. Woo! Samrah is so annoying though. Stupid Bitch (It must sound like I don't like alot of people...huh?).
   I've had HIM songs in my head all day. I love HIM..but can't stop singing them! I must be driving everyone nuts. I swear I saw a couple windows smash and a cat drop dead while I was singing, walking along the street.
   My friend, Harriet, and I were talking about how we want to lose our virginty, on the phone...Like...what we want the setting to be and everything. I know it was a weird thing to talk about...but it was funny. Lol.
   I might be getting some pics of myself to put online soon. Helen's bringing her camera to town tomorrow, and then she's sleeping at my house..So hopefully I can get some pics soon :oD Woo! I really don't want to..but people are asking me for pics all the time, and it's really annoying. I hate having my picture taken. It's like a permenant record of how ugly I am! :oP
   Well I'd better go..have to tidy my room for tomorrow....*rolls eyes*
   Cya soon, peace out xxx \m/

Hello Again...

Thu, 22 Apr 2004 16:32:05 GMT

   Bonjour Le Diary a le online (Sooo shite at french).
Woo! Vines soon!! I sooo can't wait. Gonna buy the tickets on Saturday in town.
   Today was actually pretty good...We got a free period in Science, then I finished my bag thing in art, and started to plan my 4th year planning thing, Modern was...okay. ish. Math...No comment. I HATE YOU DR HOSSAIN! Computing was good, and we got another free peroid in Music...so...well....YAY! I never get any homework at the moment. Happy days...sorta....If Stephanie would fuck off and stop pulling my hair! I don't want her little manky hands touching it...I'll need to wash it again. Stupid bitch (No-one tell her I said that). If she touches it again, I'm sooo gonna turn around and break her hand off (Not that I ever would, I'm too chicken). Even her laugh is sickly..it's the kind that whenever you hear it..you just want to shrivel up ina corner and die. You feel like being sick..it's so horrible. Know what I mean? Urgh. Anyway...
   Umm...I don't actually know what else to say...Umm...
Okay.
Scott is Cheesus!
Right, I'm done.
     Cya soon
Peace out \m/ xxx

Hmm...

Wed, 21 Apr 2004 16:15:09 GMT

   I'm so tierd today! School was okay. I've almost finished my latin booklet! Woo! This girl, Stephanie, was pissing me off soo much though. She's so 2faced and minipulative (sp?). I got moved in RE to this shite seat at the front of the class...So gay. I hate you Mr Little (How does he score with the name 'Little'? Wait..I don't want to think about him scoring :S Anyway....) I failed my french verb test again...Urgh. Doesn't Miss Witch Bitch Davidson get the fact that Ive dropped french, am taking Latin and don't give a shite about her subject? Gawd. I found out that we're getting ANOTHER student teacher in english. It's not fair..I love having Miss Hobson. I know I was too scared to move to the top english class at first because she seemed scary...But now I really like her, and it feels like we've always got fucking student teachers. GRR! Helen - we should so sign a petition for No More Student Teachers. Woo!
   Simon passed his driving test today! I'm so happy for him. Now he can drive up from England to come and see me :oD Lol.
   My stepdad picked me up from school today and just offered me a top up card...He's never done that before...EVER. I was like...omg. Lol. He must have been in the best mood ever :S
   Mikey's AOL is completly fucked up. It's really annoying me now. We used to talk soooo much, then his AOL went to hell, and I started back at school. If he doesn't get credit on his phone soon then I'm gonna throw a tantrum at him :oP
   I promised Scott that I'd say this....
I LOVE YOU SCOTT!
CHEESE!!!
(Sorry if I seem scary when I say that :oP)
   Well I better go, I'm going out shopping for new school trousers and tops. Will update soon.
   Peace Out xxx \m/

Sigh....

Tue, 20 Apr 2004 17:03:22 GMT

Well, today was alright...ish. School was alright, so boring. I set foot into my french classroom again after the holidays....Pure hatred. I've got a verbs test tomorrow....*SHIT* oh well...I've dropped French for next year anyway...In your face MISS DAVIDSON!! MWAHAHAHA DIE BITCH DIE!!!!!...Sorry...emotional moment.
I found out today that my friend, Helen, added my..sorta...x, Jon, and she added this guy I had a sorta fling with last October or something, onto MSN. I could kill her for that!! I don't want anything to do with him again...He's just...unworthy of my time..
*bursts into song* Are you sure, that you're mine? Are you dating other guys?....cos I'm a creep, and you're so cheap! You're not worthy of my time!
....Okay okay...I don't know the real words :oP Adn as for the guy with whom I had a sorta fling with...Urgh. His name is Chris, we went to see Finding Nemo at the movies (Just before I started going out with Jordan) and...well...we actually had a really good date...didn't watch alot of the movie though, hehe. Thing is...even though he seemed pretty intrested...and nice to me...we never talked after that, and I found out he blocked me on MSN...so he's pretty 2faced and an arsehole..Lol. In other words...The same as all the other guys I've liked :oP
Oh well, I'm gonna do just what Helen says...next girl I see...I'm snogging!

.....Wait...there's my sister...EWWWW
I take that back. But lesbianism...here I come!

Okay, before I go, my friend, Simon, wants me to say this:
I LOVE YOU SIMON!!!!
Right, I'm done :oD
Will write Soon
Peace out xxx \m/

Another day in the life of me...

Mon, 19 Apr 2004 17:07:55 GMT

Well, today I went back to school after the easter break. It was okay I guess...good to see all my friends and catch up on what they did during the holiday...but sitting back in math was really boring. I can't wait until I move years...then I'll finally be studying something relevent to what I want to be when I grow up (journalist).

I can't wait until my birthday. I know it's ages away, but I can't stop thinking about it! I think my mum and I are going to London for it...hopefully go to Reading aswell (where i'm from and was born) so I can see all my primary school friends and my dads grave...really wanted to go to the Reading Festival aswell..but i'm not allowed...don't know why.... :'o(

I'm going to the Incubus concert on the 12th May...really looking forward to it. I also asked my mum about going to The Vines concert with my friend, Helen, on the 9th May..still awaiting answer though..I pray to God it's a yes :oS I don't know what to wear to Incubus though...they arn't very heavy..so nothing too...gothic? I dunno. I'll think about it :o)

I got the HIM album the other day...it's really good. On the way out of Fopp (really good CD shop in Glasgow) I saw Chris, this guy I met a while ago and have hardly talked since. We looked each other in the eye, then just walked past one and other...we turned round and looked though..kinda at the same time..Was kinda pissed off that the didn't stop to say hi or anything..I mean..at one point I thought we might be going out or something. Oh well. I hate guys anyway...I'm becoming a lesbian :oD

I can't stop thinking about Jon..I don't know why. I mean..what ended up happening between us was pretty....erm...crap. But..I don't know. I might still like him? *shrugs* I give up with that subject :oP

Well I don't know what else to write..and I must be boring you to hell!!

Write more soon xxx \m/ Peace Out.

Victorias Secrets...

Righty ho...

...

Where are you? And I'm so sorry, I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight...

2 days to go....*sigh*

Life was better before was smaller. The minds computer will fuck the world up.

Oops...

For god sake...I'm not with it today.

Oops

Why in the name of fuck, is life so unfair?

*sings* This life ain't worth living...

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Monday Funday....

Meh...

Friday Whyday...?

Hello Again...

Hmm...

Sigh....

Another day in the life of me...

2 days to go....sigh

sings This life ain't worth living...